hi folks! im back to post .. & YEA! mondae to wednesdae was having adam khoo program ..was having fun and but at time , mostly of us got very emotional. todae was the last lesson with those trainees . HAAAR ! i gonna miss andrea and mostly AMIN. he leaves me with an impression . whenever i saw him , one word will appear within my mind .. and it is ... " RETRIBUTION" AHAHA ! he curse my children next time to become a orang utan , eating briyani chicken .. becos i called him ah meng ! LOL ! during the second day .. its realli the time which gonna make your tears roll down ur cheek , no doubt ? mine dropped too , but only 1 DROP! he told us this " just think that .. your parents work so hard , and finally u're coming to this world , and they had waited for u a long time .. they had take care of u ever since u're born . if u sick , they got sleepless night becos they are worried about you ! they felt worried becos they cared for you ! " after this words .. i think back to the past . how hard my mum works just to support us , watch us grow .. be someone useful next time .. even if its a holiday , she will still go for the work .. JUS BECOS OF US ! i think back at wadw she had done .. and yes , tears roll down my cheek again . yesterdae , which is tuesday .. when we are suppose to eat the " yu sheng " , i was sitting at the dining table .. i said to my mum , dun worried .. next time i will take care of u .. she told me to study hard 1st .. And dont think so far . so my brother came .. he said this . " UH ? STUDY HARD ?! IF HE CAN GET 65 % AND ABOVE FOR EVERY SUB , I CHOP LA ! " to my suprise .. my mum stood up for me . she said that i can get all these result if i want to .. she had beliefs in me .. which will make my life a big step forward ! i have decided to study hard .. Be a pilot , which is my dream .. gave her a luxury life than anyone can ever had ! she had changed my life for jus a few sentence , And those sentences mean alot to me right now .. its flowing everywhere in my mind now .. and last but not least .

MUM , I LOVE YOU ! same goes for my dad . no matter how much u all scold me .. or even worst , whack the hell out of me .. i know its for my own good . thank you for all these year of love .. Trust me .. i'll be a better man from now on !

Night folks !

im back to post some fucking luck i got today. monday : due to some illness or rather not feeling well , i didnt went to school ..at nite got chu shi at 184 , i was already not feeling well. actually shouldnt go for the performence de . But ! nvm , i sacriface ..after that , i felt dam shag .. went to mac for some drinks , on the way there , i was accused by someone .. which i think he shouldnt had done .. i felt stress at 2 side . i was mentally sick and was about to explode anytime !! .
today , which is tuesday : didnt went to school again ,cause im still feeling sucky so i rested at home .. suddenly warren told mi todae was his celebration for his birthday .. Inorder not to dissapoint him , i turned up for the celebration .. on the way there ,i saw woon guek , shao min and pin ting ..there is 1 sicko ! DAM HIM ! he took picture of us in the bus ? it was like .. WHAT THE FUCK U WANT ?!? we done nothing wrong ? and there u are trying to do something funny here ? is chatting in the bus with school uniform a crime ?! RETART! i curse him ! CURSE HIM TO THE HELL !! i feel like letting out something .. but , was is it ? i don know . After the kbox , went to taman jurong cc .. dinner was cancel due to my soar throat . so i decided to help jian yi with the drum since i was unable to had the dinner .. walked in the room , and there i saw him , i told him im here to help jian yi with the drum , and there he gave me the reply .. " OH ?! OK LO ! " wtf ? to mi , i can dun come to the cc to help u know ? kanina ! it doesnt pay to be good .. u're making mi sick of everything , everytime we met !

Dont Force me .. Dont Force me ..